Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry for such a horrible thing happening to you. That dick cheated on his wife AND took your virginity.
I hope you have recovered from that and your trust is coming back. Stay on guard though, you never know if or when it may happen again.
Thank you for your kind words. Other people have broken my trust in other ways, but that one was something else. I'm quite cynical these days and feel better for it. :)