The 'I want to kill myself and it's all your fault' cry for help is a huge sign pointing towards mental issues that require counseling. Hopefully he has received counseling and has also moved on in his life.

Sadly, I don't think he has gotten counseling for mental issues, and I'm unsure if his family realizes that there is a mental health problem going on.

I hope you still don't feel like your life is currently ruined though. Are things going better now?

Yeah, life is going way better without him.