Second there was Sarah, poor lost Sarah. She was so sweet, too sweet for this world. She took her own life after the system failed her. She was raped and no one could or would help. The guy got off and ran. She gave in to despair. Years later I still feel like I failed her.
Third their was Gabriella a childhood friend. I stepped aside. She's happily married and had her first child.
Fouth their is Courtney the one who saved my sanity. She doesn't know how much I love her. I won't tell her. She is happy and making her own way in the world. I do not regret anything with her. We still speak often. Her boyfriend is a good man and I wish them the best.
I've not had much luck with women but these are the four that lay in my heart.
too much regret here for only one...
First there was Minh, A Japanese girl with a Vietnamese name. My first love. What happened? I was an idiot. It's so cliché I took her for granted and lost her. I was a stupid kid.
Second there was Sarah, poor lost Sarah. She was so sweet, too sweet for this world. She took her own life after the system failed her. She was raped and no one could or would help. The guy got off and ran. She gave in to despair. Years later I still feel like I failed her.
Third their was Gabriella a childhood friend. I stepped aside. She's happily married and had her first child.
Fouth their is Courtney the one who saved my sanity. She doesn't know how much I love her. I won't tell her. She is happy and making her own way in the world. I do not regret anything with her. We still speak often. Her boyfriend is a good man and I wish them the best.
I've not had much luck with women but these are the four that lay in my heart.