The fact that I will never be a kid again, and that I have experienced all of that once and forever and even if I lived to a 1000 years I will still never again experience that youthful upbringing and those incredible first discoveries and experiences. My biggest fear is that I will one day lose those memories and end up being a husk of the person I was only to grow old and wither away like a flower past it's bloom -- existing only because I'm not programmed to die just yet.
The fact that I will never be a kid again, and that I have experienced all of that once and forever and even if I lived to a 1000 years I will still never again experience that youthful upbringing and those incredible first discoveries and experiences. My biggest fear is that I will one day lose those memories and end up being a husk of the person I was only to grow old and wither away like a flower past it's bloom -- existing only because I'm not programmed to die just yet.
Dam, that was spot on
Damn! Never thought about it like that. Scary now that I think about it.