I was forced to gut a slaughtered cow/deer, but as I was doing it, it turned into my pet dog and then started whimpering... That was one of the dreams that kind of traumatized me.

I had another dream where I had a pet goat, but it kept trying to jump into the fireplace or drown itself in the pool and it kept getting more injured until I couldn't save it.

I had another dream where I had to watch the beheading of a bulldog that was sentenced to death after continued peeing on the carpet. The bulldog dream I had when I was around 11 and it was one of the triggers that led me to becoming a vegetarian.

I guess my biggest fear is being responsible for the death of innocent things.