Got back in contact with someone I was crazy about but things never ended up happening with. We have no plans that intersect in the same place in the next few years at least, and very little chance of any real relationship happening because of that. But... I love talking to them and still have feelings for them. So here I am, aimlessly chatting day in and day out wishing I hadn't messed things up years ago, and I'm not even down about it. Feels pretty weird to me.