I've been out of work since the end of March... But I've only ever worked in one "office" sort of job. The rest were fairly entry-level, customer facing types of jobs. I was supposed to start a new job today, again, entry-level, at a theatre, and I freaked out yesterday, and had a panic attack, and I realized that I couldn't go, but then I thought I could, and then I ended up waking up after my shift started, and then I just said fuck it, and then I realized that now I don't have a job. I don't even want to work there, I just don't know how turn this "everywhere and nowhere" business into something that pays me.
My parents have always been the hardest part, so I'm just not gonna talk to them about this. For goodness sake, I'm 21. I should have my life together, already.
I wish I had tricks or even guidelines to give you, but unfortunately, I'm not an expert and I also have yet to consult a doctor and get (the right) medication.
That looks awesome! I would love to try it out. As for doctors, I saw an APRN based on a recommendation from a psychologist. She's less expensive, since I'm paying out of pocket. And my meds aren't too expensive, but I'm also paying out of pocket, since I can't use my parents' insurance. They'd kill me if they knew I was medicating the crazy in me.
I've been out of work since the end of March... But I've only ever worked in one "office" sort of job. The rest were fairly entry-level, customer facing types of jobs. I was supposed to start a new job today, again, entry-level, at a theatre, and I freaked out yesterday, and had a panic attack, and I realized that I couldn't go, but then I thought I could, and then I ended up waking up after my shift started, and then I just said fuck it, and then I realized that now I don't have a job. I don't even want to work there, I just don't know how turn this "everywhere and nowhere" business into something that pays me.
My parents have always been the hardest part, so I'm just not gonna talk to them about this. For goodness sake, I'm 21. I should have my life together, already.
I wish I had tricks or even guidelines to give you, but unfortunately, I'm not an expert and I also have yet to consult a doctor and get (the right) medication.
I guess we could try this neat gamified task manager, together!
That looks awesome! I would love to try it out. As for doctors, I saw an APRN based on a recommendation from a psychologist. She's less expensive, since I'm paying out of pocket. And my meds aren't too expensive, but I'm also paying out of pocket, since I can't use my parents' insurance. They'd kill me if they knew I was medicating the crazy in me.